Running Away

from XX IE NO Y by trixxie carr

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running away, isn’t an option anymore
every open window leads to a locked door
and I’ve been afraid but it never felt like this before: there’s nothing alive in here
except memories of you

saying you’d visit often as you closed the coffin lid
telling me all the things you never ever did
except when you were saying goodbye like this: wave me away
and blow a kiss

every fool knew exactly where I was heading
and any idiot could tell what I’d be getting
a matter of time
before you’d start forgetting that you cared

and running away, isn’t an option anymore
they think i’ve been dead
at least two months or more
and i can’t feel pain
so i can be sure
there’s nothing alive in here
not even me

clawing my way to the surface, my only purpose
make my progress with muddy curses
who knew lovers could be so worthless
leave me underground as if this dirt could hurt us

it scares me nothing scares me
look into my eyes
and it was insulting to make it feel like suicide
the tears that feel from me for all the times i tried
diamonds in the hands of someone who values sand

and running away with you was all i ever wanted to do
running away was all i ever wanted

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from XX IE NO Y, released February 1, 2021
All instruments and voices by trixxie carr.

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trixxie carr San Francisco, California

trixxie carr is a musician and drag queen from SF, CA who makes music for very strange creatures indeed

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